idiots

what the heck is wrong with me?????

i am not saisfied with who i am now.

friendship seems like fucked up thing

music -- been hearing the same old shit over n over again

going to school, work is a very stressed up shit!.

trust me
those idiots rushing home and to work are so annoying pls!.shove here shove there

i miss the kanesh i was!

happy go lucky, dint care bout my past happy with wat i had.
i would not smile but i would not have grumpy face

sometimes
i feel like why dont i do something that i love and get paid for it?

but i have to swalow the bitter fact that in order to survive and to provide for the family
you have to let go off your interest to earn the cold hard cash

i do envy those who spend theirweekends at home, unlike me spending my ass off at some dumb hotel and getting paid $6.50 an hour

i am like come on laaa

gimme a break

argh
whatever it is i have to work.my dads old la.
i have to stand on my own feet,

At one point of time in my life i had so many friends,
now i seem like one of the many rather than MR popular

one would be thinking why bother?
sorry but its just me
i like attention!
and yes i want them!

i want everyone to look at me and say :he is living the dream:
i want those idiots who looked down on me, whom just made a mockery of me to turn behind and say:you know i know that guy: rather than :oh he was an ass la:

u get wat i mean...

i am in need of alot n alot of attention
for that i need to be myself

come monday,
u all shall see who the real kanesh is,

buy seriously i need my rugby training!!!
till then

kaneshh