severe blow

I am Demoralised

to the core

i am not selected into the school team YET

total of 30 slots

26 has been taken up

4 more slots

i was not picked

it feels like shit

rugby means so much to me

and for me to not beinf able to make it

just saddens me

wats wrong with me?

i am a WUSSY

i am scared of the opponents

no matter wat size

u knw why?

its scary rite?

yea...

and you may ask me.why play this sport if u dnt have the balls to

well rugby is my passion

is just because one freak injury i suffered and saw

it sends chills downmy spine

but yea

i just love the game

i got my basics

i want to get into the team!

FUCK YOU

i DO WANT TO GET INTO
IT DOESNT MATTER WHOS FUCKING LEG I GOING TO BREAK

i am GOING TO GIVE MY ALL

eat my meals

please lord let me tackle one person nice and hard

i will gain my confidence

pls help just once

the rest leave it to me

one tackle by me

is all that i need next training

acs(i) we going to play that sch

i am gg to fuck some idiot from that team and get into the team

rohit,ayie,fuad

i must prove to Sam that i m better than them

and get into the team

i have nothing against them

its just me

i want to play all out!!!!!!

kanesh