feeling lonely

you know

when it seems like u have everything u need
u would still feel some emptiness
an emptiness we cant explain in words

a loneliness we cant prevent
you will feel like u want the whole worlds attention turned towards you
well i do
haha

hell yea
i want to be in newspapers
i want to be in tv
in t shirts
on your cornflakes box

superstardom
i yearn for

u know
sometimes money talks passion walks
its true now
wats my passion?
acting and football.

but i have to use my time and effort on trainings and auditions
and put up with the very demeaning smirk ppl give
i put on the brakes to pursue my passion for money

i work at raffles hotel
outside at the courtyard
working 12 hours on weekends

now i m a tuition teacher at a tuition centre
a well sheltered place with suitable working environment
teaching others
u get your respect
i can hear them saying
good Evening Mr kanesh
lol

my passion?
haizzz
for now
its under some box


kanesh
i m still a happy person at the end of the day